PUT YOUR HANDS UP. ♥: 真的值得吗 ?!

Alviss Kong 江世丰

我不知道他是谁

但是他真的很傻

那段爱情真的有那么重要 ?!

值得你为爱牺牲 ?!

在天堂... 快乐吗 ?

很想问问你..

在你跳下去的那瞬间..

你有想起你的父母吗?

他们养你

供你吃供你住供你读书

难道最后他们得到的.. 只是

白发人送黑发人这种结局吗 ?!!!

你真的很傻!

你的痛我不明白.. 可是我想告诉你

在怎么爱一个人...

也不值得为她结束自己的生命!

To my beloved brother <3

I think that is the last chance I gonna see you in my whole life. By the time when I saw you, I can feel the presence of sadness, depressed around your body. What I can do, I've already done.. I just felt I'm so useless and helpless over it. Even when I am sleeping, I dream about you and begging you don't go.. After I realize it was just a dream and not reality, tears start to falling down from my eyes to my pillow. I just can't imagine this thing could happen to me.

R.I.P my lovely brother. 10 years of experience walking beside you and experienced all the difficulties with you is irreplaceable.. I still remember those time we used to joke / laugh / yam cha and crapping together, it was awesome. Even the time when in secondary school, we used to gaming together 24/7. That time your look was just Ah Beng style and shorter than me. Now? You grown up to become a very good looking boy and TALLER than me !

Every Chinese New Year, me and few other close friends will visit your house and gambling together. You used to called yourself god of gambler, what the hell? Now, after the year of 2010.. I think I won't get that moment anymore.

You are gone, nothing can be replaced. Dota partner? K0ngieRoxXoR & VeinsRoxXoR ? Gone.. Clubbing kaki for those friends that are used to clubbing together with him? Gone.. When I'm boring, nobody will chat with me, when I'm sad or depress, nobody can listen to me.. When I need someone, nobody willing to stand by my side.. Everything about you will become just memories.. I will remember the moment we hang out together, the memories we created, the photos we captured together, everything I will keep it nicely..

I watched you grown from a frog to become a prince. If you shout in FB about "I Need a GOOD GF", you think there no girls willing to queue up? I don't blame you but I respect your decision.. Not much people understand you well, only few guys out there, you named it, understand your feeling at that time. I dared to say that because I'm sure I'm in 1 of the top 3 bestie in your list.

Lastly, can't stop crying when write this note, gonna stop this now. I wish you well in everyplace you go... Rest peacefully, brother Alviss Kong Sai Foong. Muaks <3

From : 1 of your TRULY brother

徐明彬

在你的世界里...爱情是什么 ?

我抛下一切去挽回你....你却可以很无情地把我一次又一次的推开

你说你爱我..你说你并没变...你只是不想了....不想了...无论我怎么做..也是不想了

你的绝情...真的给了我无比的缺心去了断自己

很傻吧..? 我也觉得自己很傻...我说过的i love u...i said it i meant it...i'll love u till the moment i die

现在我也说了...我要帮自己做个了断

不是完全因为你..只不过在我的世界里..的确只有爱情...而你就是我最爱的人

今天谢谢你的最后回忆....在cinema里你给的拥抱那科..我觉得一切的感觉都回来了

只没想到...最后..你依然坚持了你的决定

你变了...你说你依然爱我...但是我却发觉你根本爱上跟他们一起的感觉

爱情...我玩不起...两场的爱..我已经把自己搞到不知道象什么了...

很遗憾的是....既然在最后一天里..你也不把送你回家的机会给我...算吧...

以后也不会再有这机会了.....因为当你读完这些后..我已不在人世

你的爱..我无法了解..但跟你的这4个月里...是我人生中最开心的

就让我成为你回忆中的永恒....

devil bin this is the way how i love,perhaps ppl will think it was crazy

i've never tried to put down my pride my dignity my ego-ness on my first ex...but u were totally diff,i put down my pride my dignity my every shit

just to beg u....but i failed...as always im just a failure in a relation

but that's just me,i'll only do the things which i think its worth...

will i became ur memory forever ? who knows..since u were already special when the first sight i saw u...

perhaps,u'll just fucking laugh at me...i bet there's plenty of ppl will laugh too =) but who cares ?

that's just me...that's the way i are....

the last thing

i do appreciate everything about us....u were the light in my life..u given me determination for my future...but everything is gone...i don't blame u actually...

because 爱情是自由的 ~ so just wish u'll have ya happy life in d future

ILY & IMY ~ sorry that i couldn't brings u to walk until the end of the day

希望你会记得在你的生命中...曾几何时有个一个那么爱你的人出现过 ♥

P/S : Please do not blame her....Im the one who decided this..she's just the one given me the motivation n courage.....to my FAMILY,please..i beg of u all,dont ever blame on her...

To her future BF : IF U DID ANYTHINGS THAT WOULD HURT HER..I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL FUCKING HAUNT U DOWN EVEN IM JUST A SPIRIT =) !

最后的留言...

所有的事情都关于她!

Alviss 你怎么那么傻 ?!

父母怎么办?! 难道就全都丢给姐姐吗?!

老年人所受的刺激真的不能太大!

那么突然的... 就死了一个儿子 = =

他们要怎么办?!